December 2009
40 posts
PESSIMISM IS THE WAY
Can anybody out there hear me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to see myself…
THERE’S GOTTA BE A HEAVEN SOMEWHERE… Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to feel myself Losing my way Keep losing my way… Keep losing my way…
Can...
Gotta button my lips so the truth won't slip
Yeah, some things are meant to be kept inside. I hate the way I get so bipolar whenever I’ve got alcohol in my system. As with everyone else, I just plain get impulsive.
Once again, I’ve lost.
Note to self:
Some people take everything seriously.
WHO NEEDS DATES WHEN YOU'VE GOT BB???
I am an independent woman. Here me roar!
“I’m tired of being the one chasing. I don’t want someone running...”
Ella Eleazar, you put my thoughts into words. I...
ellaeleazar:
I admire people who can be brutally honest, who can let down their pride and stand up for it, without lengthy explanations. I’d like to believe that even for once, I deserve to be told directly about how someone feels- and that mind games are long gone, and are a thing which we loved to do way back in high school. I believe there is sincerity and effort despite somewhat...
“I wish for more festive holiday celebrations. Ones that make you feel that love...”
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Signs of Christmas When I was a Younger
1) When I wake up in the morning, I hear Mariah Carey’s Christmas songs playing downstairs.
2) I smell the scent of this oil my mom burns from Crabtree & Evelyn.
3) When I go downstairs, my mom’s waiting for me to help set up the tree.
4) Gifts, big and small, start to accumulate under the newly decorated tree.
5) I get to eat lengua, carbonara, roast chicken, dulong, embotido,...
“I want your love and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance...”
– Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
Victoria's Secret BB Christmas
I have some of the best friends in the world. Seriously. :D
Curfew Blues
It feels so weird to have a curfew. I might have had it imposed on me a few times in the past, but its never really been implemented long enough for me to feel it. I like knowing that rules are being imposed on me, but sometimes I just wish that the timing could get some work.
During the weekdays, alright. I concede to being Cinderella. But during the break… I just wanna be free. I feel so...
“Dance as though no one is watching you.
Love as though you’ve never been...”
– Souza
Monotony
Monotony is never good. Where’s the excitement? Where’s the unpredictability? Where’s the joy in living in such a boring state? People always say “live each day as if it could be your last”. Some people do, and then some people don’t and have the tenacity to say that they do—probably thinking that if they lie to themselves enough, it would somehow turn into the truth.
I haven’t been living as if...
13387.) I'm extremely jealous of anyone who's ever...
(via blogsecret)
Thanks for keeping me alive.
A random thought that popped into my mind today was that I could die at any moment in time. Its a morbid thought, but its true. Who’s to say that a car won’t hit me one of these days when I cross Katipunan Ave. to get to my village? Who’s to say that some random dude won’t suddenly stick a gun to my head?
Sometimes its nice to stop to think about these things because it...
Heart is the difference between those who try and...
Right now, it feels so torture-some to go through all this training. Train in the morning, train at night. What the fuck? I’m so tired of training. This whole Christmas break is gonna be devoted to training my ass off for the UAAP this January.
As much as I hate how I feel right now, as much as I hate how much I’ve been sacrificing, it’s nothing compared to the total euphoria...
Behold, dear Lord. Your daughter once lost, has...
and I pray that I might stand the tests and not ever leave your side.
It's easy to move on, but it's hard to find...
ang papanget ng mga option eh.
MY GOALS
1) Complete the Simbang Gabi series this year and make a wish.
2) Become a University Scholar.
3) Play in the UAAP Championship.
4) Make this round the best PBOX ever!!!!
“They don’t owe us anything, so we can’t blame them. BUT we owe...”
– the great panjee lim!
On this day of your life, April Margaret, we...
You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn’t give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.
—-so that’s what all this is about. Okay, I’ll stop being such a control freak...
“sometimes you’ve just got so much freedom in your hands that you just want...”
FRUIT
Tonight, as I gaze upon…… MY TO-DO LIST, I wonder just how much I’d be killing myself for the next few months. Sometimes I think that I’ve put too much onto my plate, thinking that I had a platter instead. I’m afraid of the quality that I’ll be able to deliver my work with and just pray to God that it’ll all be awesome anyway.
Cheers to a semester of...
Just when I started to think less like a...
Why do you have to be perfectly everything that I’ve ever asked for?
I’ll remember to be careful about what I wish for,
‘cause apparently, my wishes come true…
and not perfect in the way I’d want it to be.