Point A to Point B: This is the In-Between

To whomever is reading this,

Hi there! I'm April. A lot of people get dazed with everything happening so quickly. I am definitely no exception. Unlike most people, however, I know exactly where I wanna be at the end of this whole thing. It's mostly just a matter of getting through this blob of life in the middle of the sandwich of where I came from and where I wanna be. This, whoever you are, is the in-between.

Thanks for thinking that this little outlet of mine is worth the time and effort of reading. One thing that I'd like to ask is that you do not judge me or whatever, just keep an open mind. This is an outlet and that's exactly what it will be; an outlet of my thoughts, my emotions, and my random banters. Okay? Awesome!

I’m kind of weird. I like to live vicariously through other people’s love lives. Somehow, I guess its because I don’t trust myself enough to have the same feelings for another. I don’t trust myself enough to trust others. I’m not sure if this makes sense. I’ve got a few beers in my system right now, so, at the moment, it does.

Anyway, I’d like to talk about how it saddens me to know that the one relationship that has kept my hope in love alive might actually end. Its not very often that you’ll find a couple of people who are both so different yet so similar at the same time. We usually refer to them as the golden couple. The kind that we can only aspire to be a part of.

Now that they are having troubles… if they end, I can honestly say that my hope and trust will ultimately end with it. Because it would be a testament to the saying that “all guys are the same”. I didn’t want to believe it, but if it is evidently true, then nevermind. I give up.